The first thing I did after the end of the breach was drink a bottle of whiskey and sleep for fourteen hours. That probably had deleterious effects.

Frankly, I feel it would be arrogant and presumptuous, even beyond the extremes to which I can go, to suggest I understand anything about how you felt. I understand that what I did was horrifying. I betrayed your trust to an obscene degree and violated you, physically and intimately. I can't know how that feels.